Before You Were Born (speculation)

Have you ever seriously pondered why your mind feels differently from what your physical body shows you? Some people have and some do right now. Why is that?

I feel that I am a Male inside of a Female’s body. I feel that I am a Female inside of a Male’s body. Or, I feel confused about my own sexuality. Is this rational thinking? What kind of thoughts are these?

Why do I feel and think in one zone and physically appear in another? Where did these feelings come from? Let’s take a look from the point of origin, shall we? So many questions, few to no answers. Let’s meditate and ponder the unknown invisible world of subtle realities.


This is Lovology style, Metaphysically, and Ontologically driven. A sort of random time-line of events, before our arrival upon Terra Firma. Are you ready to dive off into an Ocean of thoughts? OK, here goes. I’ll get right down to the gist of this specualtion and try to find a critical thought here somewhere.


At the point of conception, when the male sperm and the Female egg make contact, there is a point of light that appears from the collective consciousness of the Universe. The Collective consciousness being the etheral and living field of Atomic energy that permeates the entire Universe, is alive and doing very well. That minute spark of light can be seen under a Scanning Electron Microscope, so this part is critical. This spark of light is a miniscule part of  Spirit itself which can manifest itself, and seperate or dispatch itself from the ethers that gives life, at that moment a human has materialized, otherwise there would be no human without this spark of light. This light is YOU. The physical body that is about to commence growing is the House/physical body that YOU/Spirit lives in. Are you still there with me? OK!

As your physical house grows and develops inside the womb, that house is absorbing a plethora of energetic actions, such as noises, emotional energies, that take place inside your Earthly home, School, the public, sexual intercourse, stress, pain, happiness, everything outside is coming thru the womb to your physical house. The womb is not sound-proof, nor the mother’s entire body. Your physical body’s cells absorb everything.

YOU, the Spiritual being is there, somewhat dormant, while the House/physical-self, is absorbing all of these outside and inside actions into it’s cellular structure. Now imagine, if you will, I AM inside of my physical house, that is inside of another house, attached to it by a lifeline called the Umbilical cord. This is getting good, ;- ), can you see where I am headed with this? Hang on!  When Mommy and Daddy make love, argue fuss and fight, when she chooses a partner, either male or female, or whatever, your Physical House inside this House gathers all of this emotional energy and stores it in it’s cellular structure, for future references, yet to come. You will feel these emotions after your are born and thusly become awake and conscious of them.

Imagine that your Cellular House has no choice about where your mommy goes or do. So some choices cannot be avoided in the human arena of life. I am not blaming the mother totally, I blame the environment of our modern day societies and the way we are evolving into chaos. Our loss of civility, and strange illogical choices we make without no center reference point of truth and Love.

Remember, go deep inside your mind and ponder, and meditate on these Speculative thoughts. You are herein pre-programmed before birth. Once you are born, the YOU/Spirit wakes up inside it’s own House/body and becomes consciously aware of it’s surroundings. Herein lies the shocking problem.

The YOU has awakened and learning from all of it’s five senses now, which is controlled by your mind, the Objective Mind. You are thinking now and feeling.

Before you were born your physical house is already fillled up with the past 9-months of emotional Intelligence. You are awake now, developing critical intelligence which brings forth critical thinking. You see, you are three entities now, Body, Mind and Spirit. The Physical House remembers things that has happened to your parents and actions within the environmental atmosphere of things. You are in the real world now, your physical pody is not what you may have expected to see. Your own house, the flesh has made a subconscious decision as to what it wants to be according to the selective atmospheric energies that it seems to like the most. Whatever turns on the body the most, it has made a subconscious decision before you were born, as to how it wants to be felt from the emotional mind, not the critical mind that has yet to be developed bu YOU in the Here and NOW. It found it’s choice amongst the experiences that it could sense, not from consciously seperating the right from wrong or the good from evil, just whatever is sensational, this is what the body did for you before you were born. It had no chioce, it was bathed in this sensories of receptions and stimulations. Now here you are, just arriving on the scene and is confused as to who or what you are. Trying to find your own reason for being YOU.

Karma is Hell sometimes, every action creates and equal and opposite reaction. You are reacting from the feelings and thought waves emminating up thru the fiber of your being into your critical thinking grey-matter and something just do not seem right. You are right, something is not right, you are not the real YOU.

What actually did happen before I was born? While I was developing from an egg to an Embryo, to a Fetus, on to an emerging child? What the hell went on in my environment before my conscious life?

Each and everyone of us are not responsible for being here, our parents are. Correction needs to be administered before birth while the child is still inside the womb. Talk to him or her, she will hear your verbal sounds and place them inside the body’s cells for rememberance later. A child start on the path of correct wisdom or on a path of miseducation before birth, not later. By the time the child reaches 5-yrs old the emotional makeup of that child has already been developed. So watch what you are letting develop, and come into this world.

If we indulge in illicit behavior, doing unsavory things, committing despicable acts, consuming poison into our bodies, immoral behavior, we are programming our unborn children before they are able to defend themselves or make decisions against the negatives that later on start surfacing into the consciousness of our minds from the Subconscious energies embedded and preprogrammed actions that are stored in my Physical House. The House is where I/Spirit lives. The Spirit is confused by the House/physical self.


Your answer to all of this is here. Eliminate the conflict between the Personality(corporeal body/house) from the Spirit (non-corporeal body/you) from there you will have the cure for all dis-eases of the mind that confuses you in the conflict zone.

The only way to activate this power is to remember that you do have an ultimate power to ascend up to to help you on earth. Our Creator knows what you need to do to find yourself. Just take the first step on your own, inside your mind is where the power lives, it is the Master, the body is only the House, talk to it, it will try to do your biddings, it listens, even when you are sleeping. Dream about wonderful things, and get to know the real YOU. Say to yourself ” THE DOCTOR IS HERE AND ALWAYS WAS” now go and explore yourself and find your way back home.

About Doctor Love

I am a Theocentric Philosopher and Metaphysical Scientist, researching the Immutable Principles of God, Mankind, Life, Death and Love. I believe in the intrinsic spiritual nature of God, period, none other. I am also the creator of Lovology. Lovology was an idea in 1981, and was born in 2000, and officially registered and copyrighted in the Library of Congress. Lovology is: A concept, based upon ancient wisdom and new knowledge. It is also represented by the seal (icon) of the five spirits: God, Mankind, Life, Death and Love itself. Embracing the vital principal and animating force that is believed to exist in all things. I am the bearer of the last name "Love". After 5 1/2 years of intense studying while on the road, I graduated with an accredited Ph.D in Metaphysics in the year 2000, at 55-yo. I earned my Doctorate of Divinity in 1981 and was granted an Honorary Doctorate in Philosophy in Religion in 1993. In 2008, I wrote my first book, that is in the Library Of Congress, that I have not had the funds to publish yet. But I will. The name of the book is: Lovology Research Project Book 1; Practical Meditation. This is a Path, for the chosen few, to get to know yourself, thru exploration of inner space, the final frontier. The Catalystic ingredient immersed into Mind and Matter to discern the truth. There is more to come, hopefully, God willing and the creek don't rise. Peace. Email:

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